Decisions...

   We make them every day, right? What to wear? What to eat? The list goes on. But some days we are forced to make a decision that will directly affect another person(s). These are usually the hardest decisions to make. Personally, I have spent a large portion of my life trying to stay away from making those types of decisions. Mainly, because I don’t like to intentionally hurt someone else (usually). But if I had, maybe my marriage would have turned out better (doubtful), maybe my career path would have changed. I wonder how differently my life would be if I had bitten the bullet in my past and confronted some of the harder decisions head on. Ultimately, I would still be the same person (I think). But maybe I would be happier with myself. Not that I’m not happy, but we could always be happier, right?! I have never been the type to dwell too much on the past, but it seems lately I have become a bit more reflective. Maybe I’m getting older. Maybe I’m getting wiser. Maybe I’m just full of shit, even with myself. Who knows?? I think a lot of my problem was that I was never worried about the consequences of a bad decision. I think I am a little more so, now. Is that maturity? Fuck, I hope not! That means I AM getting old. But, I do care when a decision I make directly affects another. In a perfect world that would never happen, but there would be all day happy hour in that world too. Not sure why I decided to be serious for 2 seconds. I guess I need to even out all my sarcasm every once in a while. Must be the Gemini in me, or the vodka… Anyway…